go fund me campaign

Posted on 25th August 2020 in Fun with my son

Rising money to pay FOR Attorney to fight to get time with Ajani while I was in the hospital recovering from a stroke the mother went and change3d the court order to where I can only talk to him once a week and she has failed on that small task the least expensive way to do this is i am going with an unbundled lawyer service



So familiar and overwhelmingly warm
This one, this form I hold now

Embracing you, this reality here
This one, this form I hold now
So wide eyed and hopeful
Wide eyed and hopefully wild

We barely remember what came before this precious moment
Choosing to be here right now
Hold on, stay inside
This body holding me, reminding me that I am not alone in
This body makes me feel eternal
All this pain is an illusion

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stupid girl

Posted on 26th September 2019 in Fun with my son, her shit
not a woman but just a stupid girl

best line of the lyrics is A million lies to sell your selfe is all you ever had

putting on a front to keep Ajani from his father why because my mother did this to my father

ok new tactic that is being deployed she lets our son read the text that we exchange now the court order states that every wed @7 well this wed I called at 709 I was told that he will call me back on his phone which is funny because he told me his phone was broken and cant lost needles to say I did not get a call wed night but at 740 this morning my phone run and it was my son told d me that he did not call because I disrespected his mother with the text that I sent I told him that she does not respect neither one of us by doing what she is doing here is the text but before I get into that have to bring up something from last weeks call I called at y7 was told he is asleep????? now hei s in the 5th grade I have not seen a repot card yet and have only gotten 2 school pictures I was told that I would get a call when he gets up never got the call rozYou actual called at ,7:11 pm. You are always calling after 7pm. But anyway he will call you before bedtime.

Don’t interrupt me when I’m talking to Ajani better yet I don’t want to talk to you only if it concerns Ajani you know what you are doing is damn near torture psychological torture what you’re doing to him yeah you’re right he is going to be 18 years old here pretty soon matter fact your problem is going to be starting in about 2 years cuz when he hits 13 that’s when your problems are going to start me Hell I don’t care I called at 7:09 you didn’t pick up at 7:00 okay skipping skipping song Forever skipping song Forever okay skipping song Forever okay we we keep playing these stupid fucking games

me :11 minutes after 7 does not constitute you not letting me speak to him don’t worry the judge is going to straighten out your stupid fucking ass

rozI told Ajani to call you on his phone.

meokay how can that happen if his phone is broken

me Okay it’s 9:45 then you should be getting ready to go to bed soon still waiting on that call4 now he should already be in bed sleepy in the afternoon when he gets home from school so now you got to contempt charges on you that I will be filing 210 Thursday morning Nd no call no excuses got my call this morning

you thoughtyou were special but you are nothing at all

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isay lockher up

Posted on 27th July 2018 in Fun with my son



Thelast time isp0oke to my son was july17th the day before the court on the 18thwhich was a train wreck all during the hearing she keeps saying issueshe does not know his son my response was if I cant spend any time with him or even talk to him and then brought up my health issues am still recovering from a stroke and prostate cancer and on that note when I did get out the hospital I was greeted with a new custody order an a warrant for my arrest for missing support hearing while I was in the hospital and she petitioned to have the order changed removing all my visitation and shared legal custody so I think Roslyn Hopson is a PRIME Candidate to get a cheese sandwich and s bottle of warm water
Go back to court I may wow yes our court system is that backed up


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My Son the Stranger

Posted on 18th June 2016 in Fun with my son, News, site



I am the father of a wonderful 7 yr. old son. When we walk down the street people say “that’s your mini you” or No DNA test needed.  He is a mini me, in a lot of his mannerisms, the way he sucks on his bottom lip, to the arch in his left eyebrow even the same blood type.  I know he likes The Ninja Turtles, and a lot of normal kids’ stuff, but when he said the he likes Dr. Who, that took me for a loop!

But do I really know him?

When we are together, we talk about what’s going on at school, what he has done since the last time we were together. What has he learned? How his friends are and are there any new ones? When I ask him about home, the answers are very short and quick. He does not dwell on that subject long.  While we sit and watch TV in the evening, he uses me as a “daddy pillow” he’ will grab my arm and put it around him and hold it.  When its bed time and I put him in his bed and then I go to mine, he’ll go “why are you sleeping over there?”   Some mornings when I wake up there is a body or a head on my chest. That puts a smile on my face.

But do I really know him?

I try to get him to open up, let me know what’s on his mind. But he is confused; see he keeps getting a lot of miss information about me. He is being told that “I’m a bad person” I don’t have any friends” I don’t pay child support”.  “I’m a loudmouth and don’t care about anyone but himself” but the biggest one is “your daddy left us because he is a mean person”.  He is told that a lot. And I can see the confusion. One day we were having a conversation and this is what he told me.

SON: Daddy, I get sad in school a lot.

ME: Why? Tell me what’s going on?

SON: Mommy and Nanna talk bad about you

ME: Tell me one thing that they tell you?

SON: That you are a ugly and mean person and that you are the cause of all this

ME: Now what do you think about that?

SON: I know it’s not true but they keep saying it all the time, and when I think about it, I get sad”

I was arrested at his school on his first day of kindergarten a couple of years ago.  Yes he witnessed me getting frisked and the cuffs being put on.  When I was released, and we got together, he would not let me go, I could not go to the store to the bathroom without him clinging on to me. His reasoning was “he did not want to let go because I might get arrested again.

There was a time before he was 1 I did not see my son for about 7 months, not of my doing.  When we did get together afterwards, I got the biggest smile. Whatever discussion or person I was supposed to be listening to was gone out of my head. I was focused on him and that smile. Whenever I’m down or really mad, I think back to that smile, and I’m calm again.  Lately when we are together he has drawings about what we do when we are together, my cubicle is lined up.  Yes we get along, we have fun, and yes there are the times that he get mad at me because I’m being a father and not his buddy.

So why would I say my son is a stranger to me? I only spend 4 days a month with my son.  I have shared legal custody. Yet the courts say that I am only a father 4 days a month.  I pay $600 a month in child support, yet I’m called a dead beat dad because I asked for a reduction. I pay $196 dollars in medical insurance a month, yet I don’t even get a doctor’s report on him, yet my son tells me “you don’t care if I get sick” I let the school know that I have shared legal custody, yet when I ask for information or a conference I’m told “we gave all that information to his mother”

It is really disheartening to have some say “yes you are the father, but we don’t recognize you as your son’s father”.

So if my son is a stranger to me, I can only imagine what I am to him.

That one thing

Posted on 12th May 2014 in Fun with my son

In the middle of a new work schedule, could not post until the weekend.

Off to explore

Off to explore

Saturday was the Science Fair on the parkway, so we skipped breakfast and headed straight there. We were going to hook up with his buddy and his family. We started off with the bees and they had a section of the hive with live bees. All the kids flocked around that. There was a bowel of dead bees and the person behind the table was handing them out. Ajani did not want one first, but I put a few in my hand showed him it was ok and then he had them in his hand. We walked around exploring the different tables. Some of them there were a lot of children and he was trying to see what was going on. It reminded me of the beginning of Monsters University when little Mike was in the scare room.

lets save the bees

lets save the bees

We spent all day till it closed down and we went to his friends house and finished off the day the playing.

wish this race would start

wish this race would start

Sunday our routine is get some munchkins get my transpass and we each get a treat. Ajani usually get a toy, I get something edible.

At toys r us after careful haggling we settled on a Lego toy LegoMovie Melting Room Set 70801

one of many that I will be buying

one of many that I will be buying

There is another one that we saw, I told him that daddy is waiting on a letter, once that comes we will get that. He understood and was happy with this one. As we were leaving the gallery, got his bag of popcorn and I got a Cinabon. ON the train we were discussing the merits of what were eating and giving reasons why the others were not good.

While we were walking to his uncle’s house, he saw some flowers and wanted to get some and give to his cousin Veronica. She was surprised. He also surprised her again later on. We sitting on the sofa and she went to the kitchen. Ajani got up and stood by the door, when she came through he jumped out and her bowel of food went in the air.
On the way home, he kept asking Am I going to put it together? YES, for the thousandth time!

After dinner I started to put it together. You got to hand it to Lego, you buy a toy that YOU have to put together and can’t really play with it. Took about 45 minutes in between Are you done yet?? Evan would have been done by now. The Evan reference is to Evantube HD . Has his own YouTube channel where he reviews toys and does time lapse builds.

While I am drying him off after his bath, I hugged him patted him on his back kissed him on his forehead and I said I love you. He then hugged me, patted me on my back, grabbed my head kissed my forehead and said I love you too daddy. It’s those moments that make the fight so much more worth it

Daddy , that’s not metal!

Posted on 24th April 2014 in Fun with my son

Yes it’s been a while since I posted up anything. (Had some issues to get out of the way) Well Sat he was waiting at the door which seems to be the norm now. Before he would sit with handler 1, but for the past few times he has been at the door waiting for me. A few things I have noticed at the pick up. 1) Handler 2 stays in the car 2) when we are leaving, they usually say things like “have a good time, love you, and stuff like that” he just ignores them and we have our conversation. He doesn’t even look in their direction.  Last time we were together, he broke is tablet, so this week his first words were “did you get my tablet” I explained that I did not get the paperwork yet. I then proceeded to explain the process of returns On to breakfast!


Best Meal of the day

We usually go down town and walk around, but I want to stop by the phone store and check out a new phone. So I asked him, Can daddy go to the phone store? Yes, can we go to toys r us?  Making deals already so we headed to the phone store. To keep him occupied in the store I put on some music for him and he listed till we go to toys r us which is about 6 blocks away. I was checking the playlist; there are certain songs that he can’t hear now. All was good, he was bobbing his head, and I thought I saw a little air guitar.

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Mario Duplantier is a pretty good drummer


this is what he is listing to at the moment the picture was taken

  We went and picked up his buddy and headed down town to some children’s activities that I read about on the parkway. We walked up the parkway and there was NOTHING!!! Not a thing. Well those plans were squashed. So we walked around down town. They developed a game, “the next (fill in the blank) I see, I’m going to freak out” First I was the trees blooming, then it was motorcycles, then it was white cars, and ended up with a bus. We arrived at McDonalds, because they were giving   Skylander Giants  in the happy meals. After Lunch we headed to the playground, let them burn off some more energy. Sunday I had to get the paper work to send his tablet back and that was over his uncles. On the bus ride he said “daddy I want to listen to some metal” I was more than happy to oblige.  I set up the phone and handed him the phone. “That’s not metal” I looked at the phone it was playing RAGE AGAINST  THE MACHINE, so he changed the song , which I never showed him how to do that, he kept going through the play list ,he would listen to the song for about a minute and say that’s not metal. Judas Priest, Black Sabbath, Rage, and a few others were not metal in his ears. He found A LIFE ONCE LOST and yelled on the bus that’s metal daddy!! The song was VULTURE


He listen to the whole Hunter album twice and fell in love with A Life Once lost his favorite songs are Vulture   It was a treat watching him move his lips like he knew the words.

One thing I did observe was that the music that was basic 3 cord stuff, he did not like. The stuff that was different time signatures, and kick ass drummers, like Gojira ,Messugah , Through the eyes of the Dead and Slayer he loves that. We spent the rest of the day at his buddies’ house eating and playing. Monday I drop him off at daycare and we have quite a journey. We always stop a Dunkin Doughnuts to get some munchkins and chocolate milk. On the train he asked can he hear that song, which one I asked. The guy say “I will hunt you” actually the lyric is “ I will haunt you till the day you die”  but I know what he was talking about  he listen to that song and only that song for the whole bus ride to his school. When he got there, he asked can he show his teacher. So there he was showing his teacher the album cover and said I like this song, His teacher read what is said, A LIFE ONCE LOST,HUNTER she asked him Do you like rock and roll. He said yes.   220px-Hunter_album

Fear the fish/SSDD/Reality pt2

Posted on 9th May 2013 in Fun with my son, the courts




After our usual greeting  he wanted to go straight to his uncles house, no movies, I wanted to see Iron Man. He didn’t want to eat just, he just wanted to leave. While we were on the train he was playing with my phone sitting next to a woman. She commented on his eyelashes,”I would kill someone for those eyelashes”.  Ajani was playing a new game that he found on my phone “Aces of the Luftwaffe” I was pointing out pointers on how to play the  game, he was all ” I got it” and he was doing pretty good. He was playing the game so well and enjoying his self, she whipped out her phone, downloaded the game and stated playing. He looked at her phone and said” Daddy she ‘s playing the same game”  So together they were shooting down planes until she got off.

After breakfast he saw a Skylanders Giants poster and the toys r us. Daddy Skylanders!! he keep repeating. I then went in to spoiled brat mode. ” I don’t want to go to the store I want to go out side” and stated stomping my feet. He grabbed my hand and lead me into the store. He now has Trigger Happy and Gill Grunt. I suspect that he will have them all pretty soon.

Arriving at his uncles house he was greeted with the usual ” hi Ajani” and hugs and kisses. Mark was telling me about the award the Patricia won for her drawing of Ajani. A government sponsored are contest and She got third over all First in PA. This picture was  hanging in Washington

Boy Lilikio

Boy Lilikio

He saw the pic and said daddy I don’t like owls. I then explained that owls represent wisdom and intelligence. Daddy I like Owls was his next sentence.  He was showing everyone his new toy, when the question came up, what his name. So his cousin searched and found his name and a online game. They played that for a while and hopped on Mario Kart and Mario Baseball. He is improving on both. On the last visit, one of his cousins was teaching him a word/hand game Ricky Ticky something with some hand movement. Now she showed  three times on the last visit and he basically got it down. This week she asked him to repeat it. She started to do it and after the first three words he picked it right up going through the arm motions and the words. At one point he paused, you could see the wheels spinning as he was gathering up his thoughts.

Back at my place he wanted to play the  Skylander game so I set him up on my laptop. and we found the site. There is a Tetris type game and he started playing it he played for a couple of hours. I was running around the house.I had stopped to talk to my roommate and I heard “DADDY DADDY” in a scream. Oh what the hell happened! i ran upstairs he was jumping up and down. “I won I won I won” he keep saying and sure enough he beat the game. The next morning




She was told not to have both of them come to the drop off. That it creates a hostile environment. Well the other one got out the car and walked in to the police station. messed up yea

Reality pt2

No evidence, no witness, no nothing just a lie upon lie.

This is what is  in family court now

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Judge Peter Rogers is a travesty to the Judicial System in this Country my experience with him is he was either Drunk or loaded he paid no attention to the case 

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Posted on 2nd May 2013 in Fun with my son, the courts, Them


to everyone who thinks this site is about them

Yes its been awhile since I’ve posted and there has been some changes. First off   I have Ajani on some over nights. The first morning he spent with me, I came up from starting breakfast. He was asleep and place my hand on his chest, he just smiled. That’s a keeper! The visits are wonderful we spend Sat night watching movies (the lorax ,chicken run or chicken little) and eating popcorn and lemonade.

For a while there things were happening.  A friend who I was working for passed suddenly. New and better employment and the weight of something keep me in a funk. I was thrilled to start the over night but i did not feel completed.

There were some incidents that I wanted to bring up at the court hearing that was started by her. She filed a contempt charge on me for not picking Ajani up when he had the chicken pox. Needless to say that when that was brought up the judge was already pissed. Any thing that I had  was of no concern to her.


The site came up this time, yep the one your reading. The main focus was on the page ATTACK ON THE FAMILY. I was given a lecture on my “homophobic beliefs”  READ THE DISCLAIMER, guess there there’s too much scat in there already.

Basically frustration is over come and reality has set in.

Tired of the courts they don’t care.

Reality is that my son will be living in two households and will not experience his birthright.

Reality is that some people are just that selfish.

Karma is reality


Well you can tell ev’ryone I’m a down disgrace
Drag my name all over the place.
I don’t care anymore.
You can tell ev’rybody ’bout the state I’m in
You won’t catch me crying ‘cos I just can’t win.
I don’t care anymore I don’t care anymore

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Posted on 16th July 2012 in Fun with my son


As usual I was greeted with a “hello daddy” and a leg hug. The conversation was the usual what he did in school and what he did last week. He asked for the batman movie (not the new one!) and I informed him that I had 3 new movies on my phone. With all the movies that I have on it the one movie that he asked for I did not have, happy feet 2. He settled on an Alvin and the Chipmunks batman or batmunk video. We made our little walk around down town and ended up at his favorite store. He asked “is my favorite store open? I said “take a look”.  He turned and got real happy. “My favorite store, my favorite store” he shouted jumping up and down. We rode the galley elevator to the third floor and I let him lead the way. He knows the store because we wound up in the toy section. We walked around that small section about 6 times. He was looking for something specific, but did not find it.” I want to go to Wal-mart” So we headed to Kmart. Once again he was meticulous in his toy choice.  While in the store, I found a Darth Vader mask. I said “Ajani I am your father”



He was looking for Jungle Junction; I’ve seen it a few times, good show.  With the toys in hand we went to the cashier. He said “I want to buy this”.  She scanned it and told him how much. He reached in his pocket and handed her “money” she said, “sorry we don’t take invisible money” he looked at me.

Walking to his uncle’s house we came to a corner. Ajani was on my shoulders and I asked him “what do we do at street corners?” He said “left, right” and I added left to cover our butts. I asked him again, this time he moved my head as he said it. I was impressed.

He wanted to play Mario Cart with his cousin, so that’s what he did while I ran to the store. When I came back with the drinks, Ajani was already at the table ready to eat. He enjoyed some chicken lo Mein, sesame chicken, and shrimp fried rice. I showed him how to wrap the lo Mein noodles on the fork; he got a kick out of that.


a wonderful day

Posted on 11th July 2012 in Fun with my son


Sunday’s visit was just perfect. Ajani was active and talkative. No major highlights, just a wonderful day with my son.

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