Lie Cheat Steal

I don’t wanna be hostile
I don’t wanna be dismal
And I don’t wanna rot in an apathetic existence
See I wanna believe you
And I wanted to trust you
And I wanna have faith to put away the dagger

But you lie, cheat and steal
You lie, cheat and steal
You lie, cheat and steal
And I tolerate you
You lie, cheat and steal
You lie, cheat and steal
You lie, cheat and steal
How can I tolerate?

Veil of virtue hung to hide your method
While I smile and laugh and dance and
Sing your praise and glory
Shroud of virtue hung to mask your stigma
As I smile and laugh and dance and
Sing your glory while

You lie, cheat and steal
Lie, cheat and steal
Lie, cheat and steal
I cannot tolerate you
You lie, cheat and steal
You lie, cheat and steal
You lie, cheat and steal
I cannot tolerate

Our guilt, our blame, I’ve been far too sympathetic
Our blood, our fault, I’ve been far too sympathetic

I’m not innocent
I’m not innocent
You are not innocent
No one is innocent

Lie, cheat and steal
You lie, cheat and steal
You lie, cheat and steal
You lie, cheat and steal
You lie, cheat and steal
You lie, cheat and steal
You lie, cheat and steal
You lie, cheat and steal
You lie, cheat and steal
You lie, cheat and steal
You lie, cheat and steal
You lie, cheat and steal
You lie, cheat and steal
Lie, cheat and steal
Lie, cheat and steal

I cannot tolerate you

I will not tolerate you
I will go down beside you
I must go down beside you
No one is innocent

Greetings All I have decided to put the site back up for quite a few reasons. One of the reasons that I took the site down was I had a conversation with a relative who was instrumental in my upbringing after my birth mother passed away. We were talking about emotions and what I was feeling. The sea of rage for them and the calmness of the love that I have for my son were at a constant battle. I knew which one I wanted to move forward with. So that’s the major reason I took down the site.

Since then things have changed, I need my therapy but the biggest thing is when a member of the First Judicial District of Pennsylvania says that “the Wicked Witch of the west can come and pick up my son And I’m not to say any thing about it”. I have a problem

I’ll get you my pretty and your little son too!

So with that statement, plus other things I’m put the site back up.

This is what it’s all about

The original site will be here also,that is located on the left.

This is my outlet, my thearpy and my only means of getting my voice heard. Any one who has had to deal with 34 s 11th st KNOWS what I’m talking about.

The count down clock is counting down to when the PFA will expire, also the time left for using that as an excuse from being a mother.

Father Denied

fatherdenied@lie-cheat-steal.info

“Bottom”
(feat. Henry Rollins)

Compassion is broken now
My will is eroded now
Desire is broken now
It makes me feel ugly
I’m on my knees and burning
My piss and moans are the fuel
That set my head on fire
So smell my soul is burning
I’m broken, looking up to see the enemy
I have swallowed the poison you feed me
But I survive on the poison you feed me, and it leaves me
Guilt-fed, hatred-fed, weakness-fed
It makes me feel ugly
I’m on my knees and burnin’
My piss and moans are the fuel
That set my head on fire
Dead inside
Shit adds up, shit adds up
Shit adds up at the bottom

[Henry Rollins:]
If I let you, you would make me destroy myself
In order to survive you, I must first survive myself
And I can sink no further and I cannot forgive you
There’s no choice but to confront you
To engage you
To erase you
I’ve gone to great lengths to expand my threshold of pain
I will use my mistakes against you
There’s no other choice
Shameless now, nameless now, nothing now, no one now
And my soul must be iron
Cause my fear is naked
I’m naked and fearless
And my fear is naked

Dead inside, dead inside
Dead inside, dead inside
Nameless now, shameless now
Nothing now, no one now

Shit adds up, shit adds up
Shit adds up, as you see me
Naked now, fearless now
Naked now, fearless now

Shit adds… shit adds…
Shit adds… shit adds up it leaves me
Dead inside, dead inside
Dead inside, dead inside

Hatred keeps me alive
Hungriness keeps me alive
Weakness keeps me alive
Guilt keeps me alive at the bottom